lifemeal

on the other hand, depression can be nice. a nice little bit of warm self pity gives you a great taste of self-importance, you stop really caring what other people think of you so any issues to do with confidence kind of disappear. i guess maybe thats because the confidence has disappeared too, but by that stage it doesnt really matter. nothing better than sitting with a group of friends with a great feeling of elevated alienation. some lonely self reflection can be great company.

on the other hand, i guess being depressed all the time might be kind of lame. maybe the trick is having a bit of both. my friend tripped his balls off and came up with this interesting idea that happiness is the result of relief. you get that warm gooey feeling of happiness when you are relieved from sadness. like you just break up with some fitty, and thats lame, and you feel shit, and the feeling of happiness comes from being relieved of that feeling, or meeting some new hot-trot ladyfriend. so maybe the way to the most consistent happiness is exposing yourself to situations that will have your emotions going up and down all the time. which links into that spicey thing. if you're always adding spice to your lifemeal, even though sometimes you'll get burned and your face will go red and everyone will laugh at you, at the end of the day those little reliefs you get from a good combination of spices will make your life that bit happier. how about that for a thoughtful morsel.